Im so bored. I thought it would be a great idea to come up to my aunt and uncle's house in Whitehorse....im glad i got to see them and im glad that I got to check out the scenery but to move here? I couldnt do it...there is no GLBT community here what so ever :( i missed my family my friends my hangouts i miss my city and now it gives me the drive to put roots in Edmonton! im glad that i was able to realize that early then making the rash mistake of just coming here with no idea!
I cant wait to come home tomorrow and just chill with my uncle and younger brother!
i cant wait to sleep in my own bed....I cant wait to see Sarah, Corey, Cody, Anthony, Jolanda, Kim, John the rest of the Clareview Crew! I cant wait for 2010 im gonna make some major moves and to the nae sayers that tell me otherwise!.......WATCH ME!!
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Scattered
The last 2 months have been very weird!
I had a great summer with a beautiful woman....I went to BC with my family and my girl and seriously I never had so much fun with my family in my entire life...I felt like I had to hold my girl's hand to get her to do whatever and I started loosing interst when I came back from BC.
So sad to say we broke up mid October...I think it was just all that was going on and major situations just hit us from the beginning (im not going to get into detail ).
I really miss my family, after spending so much time with them for the week they were here visiting I just miss them hard and would love to go back and just re live all that fun.
I need to get back on that path to self discovery, and loving myself again because im not happy at all....i seriously need to take a look into my life....focus on my goals and stick to it....i pretty much want all my ducks all lined up in a row.
I still can't believe that I have been at the same job for nearly 9 months.....CRAZY...im glad that I am prooving to myself that I can keep a job :)
I no longer want to be that lost soul anymore...i have to grow up and not depend on ma and pa anymore. There getting older and need to have there own lives away from the kids.
I had a great summer with a beautiful woman....I went to BC with my family and my girl and seriously I never had so much fun with my family in my entire life...I felt like I had to hold my girl's hand to get her to do whatever and I started loosing interst when I came back from BC.
So sad to say we broke up mid October...I think it was just all that was going on and major situations just hit us from the beginning (im not going to get into detail ).
I really miss my family, after spending so much time with them for the week they were here visiting I just miss them hard and would love to go back and just re live all that fun.
I need to get back on that path to self discovery, and loving myself again because im not happy at all....i seriously need to take a look into my life....focus on my goals and stick to it....i pretty much want all my ducks all lined up in a row.
I still can't believe that I have been at the same job for nearly 9 months.....CRAZY...im glad that I am prooving to myself that I can keep a job :)
I no longer want to be that lost soul anymore...i have to grow up and not depend on ma and pa anymore. There getting older and need to have there own lives away from the kids.
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
All kinds
When Michael died...I could not believe it...I thought seriously he would live FOREVER...we will live forever...in our hearts. Berry Gordie said it right today when he said Michael is the greatest entertainer on Earth!!! Now that its all said and done...Please please please let this man rest in peace, give this family the time to heal...as for the kids...Prince Michael, Paris and Blanket...its going to be hard remember that your family loves you so much...your father is watching down on you and he knows that you 3 are going to be ok! Paris...I give you kudos for being so brave to speak about your love for your father! Lets move on, keep him in our hearts and his music lives on forever!!
Farrah we miss you, love you...I know you are in great hands and im glad that you are not in pain...Its been hellish for you and thank you for sharing your story with us and for taking us on an amazing ride!
End of Vent!!
Lets see....im coming up on working for 6 months at the same job!! Im happy about it...Its the 1st job in a long time that I really love to do and I have kept! I never thought I would make it this far....but I did and im proud of myself.
So my Canada Day was AMAZING...Dinner and fireworks with the most beautiful woman EVER!!! Yah it may have been a bit of a treck to get to the river....but it was totally worth it...for a moment I looked over and just could not get over the fact that this was real...It feels right to be with her....so we made it offical the other day....quite smitten and very happy...I look foward to this new phase in life and its going to be a ride thats for sure....anyways im hitting the sheets...chat soon
Farrah we miss you, love you...I know you are in great hands and im glad that you are not in pain...Its been hellish for you and thank you for sharing your story with us and for taking us on an amazing ride!
End of Vent!!
Lets see....im coming up on working for 6 months at the same job!! Im happy about it...Its the 1st job in a long time that I really love to do and I have kept! I never thought I would make it this far....but I did and im proud of myself.
So my Canada Day was AMAZING...Dinner and fireworks with the most beautiful woman EVER!!! Yah it may have been a bit of a treck to get to the river....but it was totally worth it...for a moment I looked over and just could not get over the fact that this was real...It feels right to be with her....so we made it offical the other day....quite smitten and very happy...I look foward to this new phase in life and its going to be a ride thats for sure....anyways im hitting the sheets...chat soon
Monday, June 29, 2009
Putting it all out there
I just met someone! Right away im getting these happy feelings that I haven't felt with someone in a long time...and the last night I want to do is be overbearing, smoothering, needy....etc etc. Im REALLY TRYING MY BEST TO CHILL THE HELL OUT....as you can tell its not quite working for me.
Saturday night was an amazing, i just melted into her and we intertwined with one another...seriously i cannot stop thinking about her...someone needs to bat me upside the head and tell me to relex....for the love of god before i screw this up and thats the last thing i want
Saturday night was an amazing, i just melted into her and we intertwined with one another...seriously i cannot stop thinking about her...someone needs to bat me upside the head and tell me to relex....for the love of god before i screw this up and thats the last thing i want
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Wow 2 Posts In One Week
...I know its weird!
For a long time I have been a big fan of Jon and Kate Plus 8...There kids are beautiful and It was nice to see 2 people be so hands on and all about there kids....and i thought at one point they really love each other....or so we all thought.
I know they have been going through some hard times...things were just not the same, at least they were still about the kids....and you know I'm glad that It is all about the kids...if it wern't all about the kids these 2 would not be in this situation right now. I wish Jon was a man a long time ago and told Kate how he felt instead of letting it blow up all over the place. I wish Kate could just relax and let Jon take the lead, I wish they would have both taken time out for themselves and reconnect as a couple...because husbands and wives need that time to themselves to grow as not only as a couple but as a family cause then the kids see that and know that everything is OK....There kids are not stupid and they know whats going on. Kate is right they are now a stat....marriage is hard work, they are still a young couple that still needed to work themselves out, but instead they decided to take the lazy way out and divorce. You might as well throw them vowes out the window because you 2 are hypocrites. Seriously Jon and Kate...we were pulling for you two to work out your problems and it would have been great....I would have rather hear you both say that tonight was the last show and you were getting Dr. Phil or Oprah or someone to help you out with your issues that you have.
Thanks guys for wussing out and letting your kids down!!
For a long time I have been a big fan of Jon and Kate Plus 8...There kids are beautiful and It was nice to see 2 people be so hands on and all about there kids....and i thought at one point they really love each other....or so we all thought.
I know they have been going through some hard times...things were just not the same, at least they were still about the kids....and you know I'm glad that It is all about the kids...if it wern't all about the kids these 2 would not be in this situation right now. I wish Jon was a man a long time ago and told Kate how he felt instead of letting it blow up all over the place. I wish Kate could just relax and let Jon take the lead, I wish they would have both taken time out for themselves and reconnect as a couple...because husbands and wives need that time to themselves to grow as not only as a couple but as a family cause then the kids see that and know that everything is OK....There kids are not stupid and they know whats going on. Kate is right they are now a stat....marriage is hard work, they are still a young couple that still needed to work themselves out, but instead they decided to take the lazy way out and divorce. You might as well throw them vowes out the window because you 2 are hypocrites. Seriously Jon and Kate...we were pulling for you two to work out your problems and it would have been great....I would have rather hear you both say that tonight was the last show and you were getting Dr. Phil or Oprah or someone to help you out with your issues that you have.
Thanks guys for wussing out and letting your kids down!!
Monday, June 22, 2009
What I Don't Like
You know what I don't like....
TRAMPY GIRLS!!!
I swear nothing says tramp when a girl doesn't dress right....I like my women classy not trashy! Girls these days have no respect for themselves what so ever. They think its ok to go out in public showing off half of there body...its poor taste and people just think your a whore...just thought I would put it out there. I also don't like the fact that there are women out there that walk around thinking they are sooooooooooooo fucking amazing....well your really not and you have bitch tattooed to your forehead...total turn off.
So I worked all weekend....Actually managed to get out on Saturday and have somewhat of a good night...I met this person on Wednesday...and seriously she is a SWEET, kind and gentle person with an amazing soul. She started pounding the questions to my friend when i got up to go to the bathroom....is she gay, single, married, widdowed etc etc etc. Right now im not looking for anyone to have a relationship with...its weird how to explain it but if you know me in person and want to know then ask...other then that I just won't get into detail.
Anyways good night!!!
TRAMPY GIRLS!!!
I swear nothing says tramp when a girl doesn't dress right....I like my women classy not trashy! Girls these days have no respect for themselves what so ever. They think its ok to go out in public showing off half of there body...its poor taste and people just think your a whore...just thought I would put it out there. I also don't like the fact that there are women out there that walk around thinking they are sooooooooooooo fucking amazing....well your really not and you have bitch tattooed to your forehead...total turn off.
So I worked all weekend....Actually managed to get out on Saturday and have somewhat of a good night...I met this person on Wednesday...and seriously she is a SWEET, kind and gentle person with an amazing soul. She started pounding the questions to my friend when i got up to go to the bathroom....is she gay, single, married, widdowed etc etc etc. Right now im not looking for anyone to have a relationship with...its weird how to explain it but if you know me in person and want to know then ask...other then that I just won't get into detail.
Anyways good night!!!
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Thats All
I love life!! I really do...I have a great family, amazing friends, a good job and I love the fact that I am starting to love me! I think in order to be in love with someone else you gotta love you...you know! I mean if someone comes along great...ill be ready. If not then oh well I have so much to be thankful for and I go on with life!
What makes me sad is when I see members of my family saying such negitive things towards themselves and others that I care about....I have this cousin...Shes on my facebook, her and her sister have had a pretty shitty childhood...Lets just say...what doesn't kill you makes you stronger! We all have a choice in life to make, we can either rise above it or it take us down....one of them decided to take the higher road....and the other one is just on a path of destruction...i just wish she would just get out of this funk!
Great weekend! Just want to thank Mandy for letting me go to the parade! So much fun! Saw people that I havent seen in a long time!
What makes me sad is when I see members of my family saying such negitive things towards themselves and others that I care about....I have this cousin...Shes on my facebook, her and her sister have had a pretty shitty childhood...Lets just say...what doesn't kill you makes you stronger! We all have a choice in life to make, we can either rise above it or it take us down....one of them decided to take the higher road....and the other one is just on a path of destruction...i just wish she would just get out of this funk!
Great weekend! Just want to thank Mandy for letting me go to the parade! So much fun! Saw people that I havent seen in a long time!
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Rant
Its been a LONG ASS TIME....Lets catch up shall we!!!
All I do is work! I never get to go out anymore...The sad thing is im missing the beginning of Gay Pride weekend. Im quite upset about it and really don't want to miss out on it. But it comes with the territory of having this job and well...I gotta do what I gotta do :(
Anyways I had a well rather shitty but yet one of those conversations with a friend that I would say made me realize something.
I thought I was over her...I really was...I tried not to talk about her or even think about her. Recently this method has not been working for me. I saw her last weekend and it really bothered me...well for about 5 mins...I am so lucky to have such amazing people around me!
All the good things about her went out the window when she said all that junk to me...over the phone...how I did not want kids and how i was not gay enough and how i did not have any money...you know i thought she really knew me...I opened myself up to her and I NEVER DO THAT with ANYONE...when it was all said and done...its like she went into my chest grabbed a hold of my heart tore it out if my chest cavity looked at it and stomped it on the ground.
Vivid huh...i just feel im not really ready to say what i want to say. Im just afraid that I am going to say something I will regret. Seriously I wish she would fuck back off to Calgary and I never see her again...and take her goons with her.
Anyways there is plenty more to write....im tired...im hitting the sack
Cheers
All I do is work! I never get to go out anymore...The sad thing is im missing the beginning of Gay Pride weekend. Im quite upset about it and really don't want to miss out on it. But it comes with the territory of having this job and well...I gotta do what I gotta do :(
Anyways I had a well rather shitty but yet one of those conversations with a friend that I would say made me realize something.
I thought I was over her...I really was...I tried not to talk about her or even think about her. Recently this method has not been working for me. I saw her last weekend and it really bothered me...well for about 5 mins...I am so lucky to have such amazing people around me!
All the good things about her went out the window when she said all that junk to me...over the phone...how I did not want kids and how i was not gay enough and how i did not have any money...you know i thought she really knew me...I opened myself up to her and I NEVER DO THAT with ANYONE...when it was all said and done...its like she went into my chest grabbed a hold of my heart tore it out if my chest cavity looked at it and stomped it on the ground.
Vivid huh...i just feel im not really ready to say what i want to say. Im just afraid that I am going to say something I will regret. Seriously I wish she would fuck back off to Calgary and I never see her again...and take her goons with her.
Anyways there is plenty more to write....im tired...im hitting the sack
Cheers
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Just another Rant
Fuck...I mean I love life. I love to live life, just everytime something great happens its always 2 steps back for me. I did not get into my program at Grant Mac for this year, it really hurt my ego. I may not be all full of book smarts but i know what the hell I am doing. It take a special person to do the job that I want to get into. Life is not fair.
Or the person you want more then anything in the world does not want or feel the same towards you. I always say its life but sometimes I just don't understand. I see people who are in relationships treat there partner like shit and do things to make the other person feel like shit...not cool...I just want a chance.
I know I am happy with myself, this has been the most happiest I have been in a long time. I know that I can share my happiness with someone that I can love and care for
Or the person you want more then anything in the world does not want or feel the same towards you. I always say its life but sometimes I just don't understand. I see people who are in relationships treat there partner like shit and do things to make the other person feel like shit...not cool...I just want a chance.
I know I am happy with myself, this has been the most happiest I have been in a long time. I know that I can share my happiness with someone that I can love and care for
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Just Ranting...Thats All
Im sick of all these games that people play on one another. Im a no drama no bull shit kinda girl. Seriously if you EVEN consider bring that smack into my life...well you won't be in it much longer. Anything negitive pretty much will cost someone there friend ship with me. I like to think im a amazing friend. Im there for someone for there shining moments and for there darkest times...and I never the type of person who would ask for anything in return. Im just happy I know that I can count on people to step up to the plate for me and hit one out there any time!
Thank you!!!
Thank you!!!
Monday, May 4, 2009
Will Always Like Your Swagger ;)
Well the weekend came and now its gone...here goes
Friday after work I met up with my best guy friend Cody! Him and I get along so well...I love him like a brother. Of course we end up at Buddys...we got bored went to Play...then all of his friends were leaving and it was SOOOOO dead at the bar we were at so I ended up going back to Buddys with another friend of mine and Cody went with the boys to Y Afterhours i think....so my friday consisted of being here, there and everywheres.
Saturday was my time...Classified was in town, one of my favorite rappers and he is from Nova Scotia...great show...so many people. I just about laid some guy on the floor for stepping on my foot...not impressed.
So I have the WORSE LUCK in the world with women...I met this cute girl 2 weeks ago on the net...and in person that same week...anyways I went home with her yadda yadda yadda...you fill in the blanks. After the concert I went to Play...one of our gay bars in the city here...and well I saw her...but wasn't alone...she went with this woman who is well known for sleeping around...I was hurt and sad cause well I like her, saw them make out im glad that Danielle was right next to me cause I don't know what I would have done...great girl too bad she was not warned about this woman though...oh well im better then that.....NEXT.
So the plan this week is to work my ass off, getting some things in gear for some more upgrading and spend time with my family and friends.
Friday after work I met up with my best guy friend Cody! Him and I get along so well...I love him like a brother. Of course we end up at Buddys...we got bored went to Play...then all of his friends were leaving and it was SOOOOO dead at the bar we were at so I ended up going back to Buddys with another friend of mine and Cody went with the boys to Y Afterhours i think....so my friday consisted of being here, there and everywheres.
Saturday was my time...Classified was in town, one of my favorite rappers and he is from Nova Scotia...great show...so many people. I just about laid some guy on the floor for stepping on my foot...not impressed.
So I have the WORSE LUCK in the world with women...I met this cute girl 2 weeks ago on the net...and in person that same week...anyways I went home with her yadda yadda yadda...you fill in the blanks. After the concert I went to Play...one of our gay bars in the city here...and well I saw her...but wasn't alone...she went with this woman who is well known for sleeping around...I was hurt and sad cause well I like her, saw them make out im glad that Danielle was right next to me cause I don't know what I would have done...great girl too bad she was not warned about this woman though...oh well im better then that.....NEXT.
So the plan this week is to work my ass off, getting some things in gear for some more upgrading and spend time with my family and friends.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Lets Chat...
Its been a while
Pretty much everything is almost coming a full circle. I'm ready to hit the books in the fall! SOOO excited, I know that once I'm in school the partying will tame down....BIG TIME!! I look forward to it. I had my share of good times. Now its time to grow up get my ducks lined up in a row and start going on the path less traveled by!
I'm really worried about my grandfather. I found out last weekend that he went to the hospital. The doctors opened him up to see if anything was wrong. I will not go into detail about what the doctors did but lets just say that we will find out the result come the end of the week...I hope its good news then bad. The family is freaking out and all ready have him half dead. I just want them to stop worrying and start being positive, because then he will be positive and get through this!! That's all I want right now for him, I love my Grampie so much I don't know what I would do if he passes all of a sudden. I will not have enough money to fly home to attend his funeral, Christ mom is always right...all that nagging and griping.
You know I have been stepped on, walked on all over screwed over by people that I "cared" for so much...Its come to a point where I have no communication with them what so ever. In the last year they have cause me so much grief and so much pain...it pretty much consumed me, mind...body and soul. Talked to a friend one night told her what was going on and she said something that has really sticked to me and have used...never have I been so much happier! She said...Take all that pain, sorrow and grief and tell the universe that you are giving it back to the person that has cause you to feel like this. Seriously I have never had such a weight lifted off me!
I'm scared to express my views and opinions towards anyone because I feel that I don't have all the info to back up what I am saying and that feeling dumb is not a good thing at all. I was always told to keep my views and opinions to myself for fear that I would hurt someones feelings....but i feel right now I have to say this....
I have been watching the coverage in regards to Miss California Carrie Prejean (she was the one that doesn't believe in same sex marriage and Prop 8)...and well its her opinion and she is allowed to say what she has to say. Now its my turn for my opinion...I think its very small minded for her to say the things she has said. Love is love...straight or gay...Gay and Lesbians should be allowed to get married, and share all things equal as heterosexual couples, we deserve it just as much as they do and for her to get up there and say the things she said was just down right mean. Just for her saying that...Karma is going to get her....so I say media people leave her alone....its all on tape seriously...it will come back to bite her in the ass years later....trust me...I have faith and I think all of you do too!!
Until next time
Cheers
Pretty much everything is almost coming a full circle. I'm ready to hit the books in the fall! SOOO excited, I know that once I'm in school the partying will tame down....BIG TIME!! I look forward to it. I had my share of good times. Now its time to grow up get my ducks lined up in a row and start going on the path less traveled by!
I'm really worried about my grandfather. I found out last weekend that he went to the hospital. The doctors opened him up to see if anything was wrong. I will not go into detail about what the doctors did but lets just say that we will find out the result come the end of the week...I hope its good news then bad. The family is freaking out and all ready have him half dead. I just want them to stop worrying and start being positive, because then he will be positive and get through this!! That's all I want right now for him, I love my Grampie so much I don't know what I would do if he passes all of a sudden. I will not have enough money to fly home to attend his funeral, Christ mom is always right...all that nagging and griping.
You know I have been stepped on, walked on all over screwed over by people that I "cared" for so much...Its come to a point where I have no communication with them what so ever. In the last year they have cause me so much grief and so much pain...it pretty much consumed me, mind...body and soul. Talked to a friend one night told her what was going on and she said something that has really sticked to me and have used...never have I been so much happier! She said...Take all that pain, sorrow and grief and tell the universe that you are giving it back to the person that has cause you to feel like this. Seriously I have never had such a weight lifted off me!
I'm scared to express my views and opinions towards anyone because I feel that I don't have all the info to back up what I am saying and that feeling dumb is not a good thing at all. I was always told to keep my views and opinions to myself for fear that I would hurt someones feelings....but i feel right now I have to say this....
I have been watching the coverage in regards to Miss California Carrie Prejean (she was the one that doesn't believe in same sex marriage and Prop 8)...and well its her opinion and she is allowed to say what she has to say. Now its my turn for my opinion...I think its very small minded for her to say the things she has said. Love is love...straight or gay...Gay and Lesbians should be allowed to get married, and share all things equal as heterosexual couples, we deserve it just as much as they do and for her to get up there and say the things she said was just down right mean. Just for her saying that...Karma is going to get her....so I say media people leave her alone....its all on tape seriously...it will come back to bite her in the ass years later....trust me...I have faith and I think all of you do too!!
Until next time
Cheers
Monday, April 20, 2009
#3
Ok folks...its been a while
Just been working lots...I really really enjoy my job...its nearly 1:30 in the Morning and im still here. They needed someone to cover for someone else because they called in sick...SO here i am...supergirl! Here to save the day...I look foward to going home and going to bed... :D:D:D
So I cannot stand seeing and im saying this in general but...seeing all of your ex's friends in the same bar even though they live in a different city...seriously i wanted to stand on my soap box and yell....GO BACK TO WHERE YOU CAME FROM...YOUR NOT WELCOMED HERE....I don't go to there city...to there bar...i guess im very territoral like that...Im usually never like that and it kinda weirds me out. I just wish that I could never see them again....it would make everything just great!
You know what I like and miss...a home cooked meal. Its been nearly 2 weeks since I have had one and i miss it so much. Just the smell and its got that mother's touch to it...you know made with a whole lot of heart and a bunch of love :)
Just been working lots...I really really enjoy my job...its nearly 1:30 in the Morning and im still here. They needed someone to cover for someone else because they called in sick...SO here i am...supergirl! Here to save the day...I look foward to going home and going to bed... :D:D:D
So I cannot stand seeing and im saying this in general but...seeing all of your ex's friends in the same bar even though they live in a different city...seriously i wanted to stand on my soap box and yell....GO BACK TO WHERE YOU CAME FROM...YOUR NOT WELCOMED HERE....I don't go to there city...to there bar...i guess im very territoral like that...Im usually never like that and it kinda weirds me out. I just wish that I could never see them again....it would make everything just great!
You know what I like and miss...a home cooked meal. Its been nearly 2 weeks since I have had one and i miss it so much. Just the smell and its got that mother's touch to it...you know made with a whole lot of heart and a bunch of love :)
Monday, April 13, 2009
Number 2
Hello All
Happy Easter Monday to all my Canadian Readers....and Happy Monday to everyone all over the world! Its been a long weekend that's for sure...did not really do anything big and specular today. I think the highlight of my weekend would have to be my Saturday!!
For a while I have been talking to this charming lady (Since October)
She is a great person with a good head on her shoulders and someone that all about the truth. We FINALLY met in person on Saturday....and I have to say...she just did something to me that no one has been able to do in a long time...I was happy to be around her...It felt good not having to walk on egg shells around her...I was very happy to be around her. But folks all good things must come to an end. I had to see her leave in a cab on Sunday morning to go back to K-Town...hahah (funny cause she asked me if we called it E Town here....and i said yes...lol)...Pretty much after she left....had a shower, gather my things and leave.
Sunday was really sad for me...and I never get like this for people that I met...seriously I could not get my mind off of her. One of my favorite movies to watch is "Now and Then"....even though its my favourite movie....i never got to see the ending....HOW WEIRD...anyways...Grown up Crissy is preggers goes into labour finally has her baby...It made me think of how she is working up north, doing everything she can for her little man who she loves very much and I BALLED...i never get like that EVER. Who knows what will come of this....maybe its the real thing...maybe it could almost be my time of the month...maybe i could be setting myself up for a big fall....but i hope the impossible is the possible...Until next time
Cheers!
Happy Easter Monday to all my Canadian Readers....and Happy Monday to everyone all over the world! Its been a long weekend that's for sure...did not really do anything big and specular today. I think the highlight of my weekend would have to be my Saturday!!
For a while I have been talking to this charming lady (Since October)
She is a great person with a good head on her shoulders and someone that all about the truth. We FINALLY met in person on Saturday....and I have to say...she just did something to me that no one has been able to do in a long time...I was happy to be around her...It felt good not having to walk on egg shells around her...I was very happy to be around her. But folks all good things must come to an end. I had to see her leave in a cab on Sunday morning to go back to K-Town...hahah (funny cause she asked me if we called it E Town here....and i said yes...lol)...Pretty much after she left....had a shower, gather my things and leave.
Sunday was really sad for me...and I never get like this for people that I met...seriously I could not get my mind off of her. One of my favorite movies to watch is "Now and Then"....even though its my favourite movie....i never got to see the ending....HOW WEIRD...anyways...Grown up Crissy is preggers goes into labour finally has her baby...It made me think of how she is working up north, doing everything she can for her little man who she loves very much and I BALLED...i never get like that EVER. Who knows what will come of this....maybe its the real thing...maybe it could almost be my time of the month...maybe i could be setting myself up for a big fall....but i hope the impossible is the possible...Until next time
Cheers!
Numero 1
Hello All!!
I have been on other blog sites but never seem to keep up. I am just a girl with dreams, goals and aspirations. Adore my family, friends, the outdoors, working out, singing, reading, writing, dancing...I also would like to keep my identity very private because of my job and the people that I know. My motto in life is....I like to try new things once...twice to make sure. Well that's all I will write for now!
Cheers
I have been on other blog sites but never seem to keep up. I am just a girl with dreams, goals and aspirations. Adore my family, friends, the outdoors, working out, singing, reading, writing, dancing...I also would like to keep my identity very private because of my job and the people that I know. My motto in life is....I like to try new things once...twice to make sure. Well that's all I will write for now!
Cheers
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