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Its been a while

Pretty much everything is almost coming a full circle. I'm ready to hit the books in the fall! SOOO excited, I know that once I'm in school the partying will tame down....BIG TIME!! I look forward to it. I had my share of good times. Now its time to grow up get my ducks lined up in a row and start going on the path less traveled by!

I'm really worried about my grandfather. I found out last weekend that he went to the hospital. The doctors opened him up to see if anything was wrong. I will not go into detail about what the doctors did but lets just say that we will find out the result come the end of the week...I hope its good news then bad. The family is freaking out and all ready have him half dead. I just want them to stop worrying and start being positive, because then he will be positive and get through this!! That's all I want right now for him, I love my Grampie so much I don't know what I would do if he passes all of a sudden. I will not have enough money to fly home to attend his funeral, Christ mom is always right...all that nagging and griping.

You know I have been stepped on, walked on all over screwed over by people that I "cared" for so much...Its come to a point where I have no communication with them what so ever. In the last year they have cause me so much grief and so much pain...it pretty much consumed me, mind...body and soul. Talked to a friend one night told her what was going on and she said something that has really sticked to me and have used...never have I been so much happier! She said...Take all that pain, sorrow and grief and tell the universe that you are giving it back to the person that has cause you to feel like this. Seriously I have never had such a weight lifted off me!

I'm scared to express my views and opinions towards anyone because I feel that I don't have all the info to back up what I am saying and that feeling dumb is not a good thing at all. I was always told to keep my views and opinions to myself for fear that I would hurt someones feelings....but i feel right now I have to say this....

I have been watching the coverage in regards to Miss California Carrie Prejean (she was the one that doesn't believe in same sex marriage and Prop 8)...and well its her opinion and she is allowed to say what she has to say. Now its my turn for my opinion...I think its very small minded for her to say the things she has said. Love is love...straight or gay...Gay and Lesbians should be allowed to get married, and share all things equal as heterosexual couples, we deserve it just as much as they do and for her to get up there and say the things she said was just down right mean. Just for her saying that...Karma is going to get her....so I say media people leave her alone....its all on tape seriously...it will come back to bite her in the ass years later....trust me...I have faith and I think all of you do too!!

Until next time

Cheers

#3

Ok folks...its been a while

Just been working lots...I really really enjoy my job...its nearly 1:30 in the Morning and im still here. They needed someone to cover for someone else because they called in sick...SO here i am...supergirl! Here to save the day...I look foward to going home and going to bed... :D:D:D

So I cannot stand seeing and im saying this in general but...seeing all of your ex's friends in the same bar even though they live in a different city...seriously i wanted to stand on my soap box and yell....GO BACK TO WHERE YOU CAME FROM...YOUR NOT WELCOMED HERE....I don't go to there city...to there bar...i guess im very territoral like that...Im usually never like that and it kinda weirds me out. I just wish that I could never see them again....it would make everything just great!

You know what I like and miss...a home cooked meal. Its been nearly 2 weeks since I have had one and i miss it so much. Just the smell and its got that mother's touch to it...you know made with a whole lot of heart and a bunch of love :)

Number 2

Hello All

Happy Easter Monday to all my Canadian Readers....and Happy Monday to everyone all over the world! Its been a long weekend that's for sure...did not really do anything big and specular today. I think the highlight of my weekend would have to be my Saturday!!

For a while I have been talking to this charming lady (Since October)
She is a great person with a good head on her shoulders and someone that all about the truth. We FINALLY met in person on Saturday....and I have to say...she just did something to me that no one has been able to do in a long time...I was happy to be around her...It felt good not having to walk on egg shells around her...I was very happy to be around her. But folks all good things must come to an end. I had to see her leave in a cab on Sunday morning to go back to K-Town...hahah (funny cause she asked me if we called it E Town here....and i said yes...lol)...Pretty much after she left....had a shower, gather my things and leave.

Sunday was really sad for me...and I never get like this for people that I met...seriously I could not get my mind off of her. One of my favorite movies to watch is "Now and Then"....even though its my favourite movie....i never got to see the ending....HOW WEIRD...anyways...Grown up Crissy is preggers goes into labour finally has her baby...It made me think of how she is working up north, doing everything she can for her little man who she loves very much and I BALLED...i never get like that EVER. Who knows what will come of this....maybe its the real thing...maybe it could almost be my time of the month...maybe i could be setting myself up for a big fall....but i hope the impossible is the possible...Until next time

Cheers!

Numero 1

Hello All!!



I have been on other blog sites but never seem to keep up. I am just a girl with dreams, goals and aspirations. Adore my family, friends, the outdoors, working out, singing, reading, writing, dancing...I also would like to keep my identity very private because of my job and the people that I know. My motto in life is....I like to try new things once...twice to make sure. Well that's all I will write for now!

Cheers