Just another Rant

Fuck...I mean I love life. I love to live life, just everytime something great happens its always 2 steps back for me. I did not get into my program at Grant Mac for this year, it really hurt my ego. I may not be all full of book smarts but i know what the hell I am doing. It take a special person to do the job that I want to get into. Life is not fair.

Or the person you want more then anything in the world does not want or feel the same towards you. I always say its life but sometimes I just don't understand. I see people who are in relationships treat there partner like shit and do things to make the other person feel like shit...not cool...I just want a chance.

I know I am happy with myself, this has been the most happiest I have been in a long time. I know that I can share my happiness with someone that I can love and care for

Just Ranting...Thats All

Im sick of all these games that people play on one another. Im a no drama no bull shit kinda girl. Seriously if you EVEN consider bring that smack into my life...well you won't be in it much longer. Anything negitive pretty much will cost someone there friend ship with me. I like to think im a amazing friend. Im there for someone for there shining moments and for there darkest times...and I never the type of person who would ask for anything in return. Im just happy I know that I can count on people to step up to the plate for me and hit one out there any time!

Thank you!!!

Will Always Like Your Swagger ;)

Well the weekend came and now its gone...here goes

Friday after work I met up with my best guy friend Cody! Him and I get along so well...I love him like a brother. Of course we end up at Buddys...we got bored went to Play...then all of his friends were leaving and it was SOOOOO dead at the bar we were at so I ended up going back to Buddys with another friend of mine and Cody went with the boys to Y Afterhours i think....so my friday consisted of being here, there and everywheres.

Saturday was my time...Classified was in town, one of my favorite rappers and he is from Nova Scotia...great show...so many people. I just about laid some guy on the floor for stepping on my foot...not impressed.

So I have the WORSE LUCK in the world with women...I met this cute girl 2 weeks ago on the net...and in person that same week...anyways I went home with her yadda yadda yadda...you fill in the blanks. After the concert I went to Play...one of our gay bars in the city here...and well I saw her...but wasn't alone...she went with this woman who is well known for sleeping around...I was hurt and sad cause well I like her, saw them make out im glad that Danielle was right next to me cause I don't know what I would have done...great girl too bad she was not warned about this woman though...oh well im better then that.....NEXT.

So the plan this week is to work my ass off, getting some things in gear for some more upgrading and spend time with my family and friends.