I just met someone! Right away im getting these happy feelings that I haven't felt with someone in a long time...and the last night I want to do is be overbearing, smoothering, needy....etc etc. Im REALLY TRYING MY BEST TO CHILL THE HELL OUT....as you can tell its not quite working for me.
Saturday night was an amazing, i just melted into her and we intertwined with one another...seriously i cannot stop thinking about her...someone needs to bat me upside the head and tell me to relex....for the love of god before i screw this up and thats the last thing i want
Monday, June 29, 2009
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Wow 2 Posts In One Week
...I know its weird!
For a long time I have been a big fan of Jon and Kate Plus 8...There kids are beautiful and It was nice to see 2 people be so hands on and all about there kids....and i thought at one point they really love each other....or so we all thought.
I know they have been going through some hard times...things were just not the same, at least they were still about the kids....and you know I'm glad that It is all about the kids...if it wern't all about the kids these 2 would not be in this situation right now. I wish Jon was a man a long time ago and told Kate how he felt instead of letting it blow up all over the place. I wish Kate could just relax and let Jon take the lead, I wish they would have both taken time out for themselves and reconnect as a couple...because husbands and wives need that time to themselves to grow as not only as a couple but as a family cause then the kids see that and know that everything is OK....There kids are not stupid and they know whats going on. Kate is right they are now a stat....marriage is hard work, they are still a young couple that still needed to work themselves out, but instead they decided to take the lazy way out and divorce. You might as well throw them vowes out the window because you 2 are hypocrites. Seriously Jon and Kate...we were pulling for you two to work out your problems and it would have been great....I would have rather hear you both say that tonight was the last show and you were getting Dr. Phil or Oprah or someone to help you out with your issues that you have.
Thanks guys for wussing out and letting your kids down!!
For a long time I have been a big fan of Jon and Kate Plus 8...There kids are beautiful and It was nice to see 2 people be so hands on and all about there kids....and i thought at one point they really love each other....or so we all thought.
I know they have been going through some hard times...things were just not the same, at least they were still about the kids....and you know I'm glad that It is all about the kids...if it wern't all about the kids these 2 would not be in this situation right now. I wish Jon was a man a long time ago and told Kate how he felt instead of letting it blow up all over the place. I wish Kate could just relax and let Jon take the lead, I wish they would have both taken time out for themselves and reconnect as a couple...because husbands and wives need that time to themselves to grow as not only as a couple but as a family cause then the kids see that and know that everything is OK....There kids are not stupid and they know whats going on. Kate is right they are now a stat....marriage is hard work, they are still a young couple that still needed to work themselves out, but instead they decided to take the lazy way out and divorce. You might as well throw them vowes out the window because you 2 are hypocrites. Seriously Jon and Kate...we were pulling for you two to work out your problems and it would have been great....I would have rather hear you both say that tonight was the last show and you were getting Dr. Phil or Oprah or someone to help you out with your issues that you have.
Thanks guys for wussing out and letting your kids down!!
Monday, June 22, 2009
What I Don't Like
You know what I don't like....
TRAMPY GIRLS!!!
I swear nothing says tramp when a girl doesn't dress right....I like my women classy not trashy! Girls these days have no respect for themselves what so ever. They think its ok to go out in public showing off half of there body...its poor taste and people just think your a whore...just thought I would put it out there. I also don't like the fact that there are women out there that walk around thinking they are sooooooooooooo fucking amazing....well your really not and you have bitch tattooed to your forehead...total turn off.
So I worked all weekend....Actually managed to get out on Saturday and have somewhat of a good night...I met this person on Wednesday...and seriously she is a SWEET, kind and gentle person with an amazing soul. She started pounding the questions to my friend when i got up to go to the bathroom....is she gay, single, married, widdowed etc etc etc. Right now im not looking for anyone to have a relationship with...its weird how to explain it but if you know me in person and want to know then ask...other then that I just won't get into detail.
Anyways good night!!!
TRAMPY GIRLS!!!
I swear nothing says tramp when a girl doesn't dress right....I like my women classy not trashy! Girls these days have no respect for themselves what so ever. They think its ok to go out in public showing off half of there body...its poor taste and people just think your a whore...just thought I would put it out there. I also don't like the fact that there are women out there that walk around thinking they are sooooooooooooo fucking amazing....well your really not and you have bitch tattooed to your forehead...total turn off.
So I worked all weekend....Actually managed to get out on Saturday and have somewhat of a good night...I met this person on Wednesday...and seriously she is a SWEET, kind and gentle person with an amazing soul. She started pounding the questions to my friend when i got up to go to the bathroom....is she gay, single, married, widdowed etc etc etc. Right now im not looking for anyone to have a relationship with...its weird how to explain it but if you know me in person and want to know then ask...other then that I just won't get into detail.
Anyways good night!!!
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Thats All
I love life!! I really do...I have a great family, amazing friends, a good job and I love the fact that I am starting to love me! I think in order to be in love with someone else you gotta love you...you know! I mean if someone comes along great...ill be ready. If not then oh well I have so much to be thankful for and I go on with life!
What makes me sad is when I see members of my family saying such negitive things towards themselves and others that I care about....I have this cousin...Shes on my facebook, her and her sister have had a pretty shitty childhood...Lets just say...what doesn't kill you makes you stronger! We all have a choice in life to make, we can either rise above it or it take us down....one of them decided to take the higher road....and the other one is just on a path of destruction...i just wish she would just get out of this funk!
Great weekend! Just want to thank Mandy for letting me go to the parade! So much fun! Saw people that I havent seen in a long time!
What makes me sad is when I see members of my family saying such negitive things towards themselves and others that I care about....I have this cousin...Shes on my facebook, her and her sister have had a pretty shitty childhood...Lets just say...what doesn't kill you makes you stronger! We all have a choice in life to make, we can either rise above it or it take us down....one of them decided to take the higher road....and the other one is just on a path of destruction...i just wish she would just get out of this funk!
Great weekend! Just want to thank Mandy for letting me go to the parade! So much fun! Saw people that I havent seen in a long time!
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Rant
Its been a LONG ASS TIME....Lets catch up shall we!!!
All I do is work! I never get to go out anymore...The sad thing is im missing the beginning of Gay Pride weekend. Im quite upset about it and really don't want to miss out on it. But it comes with the territory of having this job and well...I gotta do what I gotta do :(
Anyways I had a well rather shitty but yet one of those conversations with a friend that I would say made me realize something.
I thought I was over her...I really was...I tried not to talk about her or even think about her. Recently this method has not been working for me. I saw her last weekend and it really bothered me...well for about 5 mins...I am so lucky to have such amazing people around me!
All the good things about her went out the window when she said all that junk to me...over the phone...how I did not want kids and how i was not gay enough and how i did not have any money...you know i thought she really knew me...I opened myself up to her and I NEVER DO THAT with ANYONE...when it was all said and done...its like she went into my chest grabbed a hold of my heart tore it out if my chest cavity looked at it and stomped it on the ground.
Vivid huh...i just feel im not really ready to say what i want to say. Im just afraid that I am going to say something I will regret. Seriously I wish she would fuck back off to Calgary and I never see her again...and take her goons with her.
Anyways there is plenty more to write....im tired...im hitting the sack
Cheers
All I do is work! I never get to go out anymore...The sad thing is im missing the beginning of Gay Pride weekend. Im quite upset about it and really don't want to miss out on it. But it comes with the territory of having this job and well...I gotta do what I gotta do :(
Anyways I had a well rather shitty but yet one of those conversations with a friend that I would say made me realize something.
I thought I was over her...I really was...I tried not to talk about her or even think about her. Recently this method has not been working for me. I saw her last weekend and it really bothered me...well for about 5 mins...I am so lucky to have such amazing people around me!
All the good things about her went out the window when she said all that junk to me...over the phone...how I did not want kids and how i was not gay enough and how i did not have any money...you know i thought she really knew me...I opened myself up to her and I NEVER DO THAT with ANYONE...when it was all said and done...its like she went into my chest grabbed a hold of my heart tore it out if my chest cavity looked at it and stomped it on the ground.
Vivid huh...i just feel im not really ready to say what i want to say. Im just afraid that I am going to say something I will regret. Seriously I wish she would fuck back off to Calgary and I never see her again...and take her goons with her.
Anyways there is plenty more to write....im tired...im hitting the sack
Cheers
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