Im so bored. I thought it would be a great idea to come up to my aunt and uncle's house in Whitehorse....im glad i got to see them and im glad that I got to check out the scenery but to move here? I couldnt do it...there is no GLBT community here what so ever :( i missed my family my friends my hangouts i miss my city and now it gives me the drive to put roots in Edmonton! im glad that i was able to realize that early then making the rash mistake of just coming here with no idea!
I cant wait to come home tomorrow and just chill with my uncle and younger brother!
i cant wait to sleep in my own bed....I cant wait to see Sarah, Corey, Cody, Anthony, Jolanda, Kim, John the rest of the Clareview Crew! I cant wait for 2010 im gonna make some major moves and to the nae sayers that tell me otherwise!.......WATCH ME!!
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Scattered
The last 2 months have been very weird!
I had a great summer with a beautiful woman....I went to BC with my family and my girl and seriously I never had so much fun with my family in my entire life...I felt like I had to hold my girl's hand to get her to do whatever and I started loosing interst when I came back from BC.
So sad to say we broke up mid October...I think it was just all that was going on and major situations just hit us from the beginning (im not going to get into detail ).
I really miss my family, after spending so much time with them for the week they were here visiting I just miss them hard and would love to go back and just re live all that fun.
I need to get back on that path to self discovery, and loving myself again because im not happy at all....i seriously need to take a look into my life....focus on my goals and stick to it....i pretty much want all my ducks all lined up in a row.
I still can't believe that I have been at the same job for nearly 9 months.....CRAZY...im glad that I am prooving to myself that I can keep a job :)
I no longer want to be that lost soul anymore...i have to grow up and not depend on ma and pa anymore. There getting older and need to have there own lives away from the kids.
I had a great summer with a beautiful woman....I went to BC with my family and my girl and seriously I never had so much fun with my family in my entire life...I felt like I had to hold my girl's hand to get her to do whatever and I started loosing interst when I came back from BC.
So sad to say we broke up mid October...I think it was just all that was going on and major situations just hit us from the beginning (im not going to get into detail ).
I really miss my family, after spending so much time with them for the week they were here visiting I just miss them hard and would love to go back and just re live all that fun.
I need to get back on that path to self discovery, and loving myself again because im not happy at all....i seriously need to take a look into my life....focus on my goals and stick to it....i pretty much want all my ducks all lined up in a row.
I still can't believe that I have been at the same job for nearly 9 months.....CRAZY...im glad that I am prooving to myself that I can keep a job :)
I no longer want to be that lost soul anymore...i have to grow up and not depend on ma and pa anymore. There getting older and need to have there own lives away from the kids.
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
All kinds
When Michael died...I could not believe it...I thought seriously he would live FOREVER...we will live forever...in our hearts. Berry Gordie said it right today when he said Michael is the greatest entertainer on Earth!!! Now that its all said and done...Please please please let this man rest in peace, give this family the time to heal...as for the kids...Prince Michael, Paris and Blanket...its going to be hard remember that your family loves you so much...your father is watching down on you and he knows that you 3 are going to be ok! Paris...I give you kudos for being so brave to speak about your love for your father! Lets move on, keep him in our hearts and his music lives on forever!!
Farrah we miss you, love you...I know you are in great hands and im glad that you are not in pain...Its been hellish for you and thank you for sharing your story with us and for taking us on an amazing ride!
End of Vent!!
Lets see....im coming up on working for 6 months at the same job!! Im happy about it...Its the 1st job in a long time that I really love to do and I have kept! I never thought I would make it this far....but I did and im proud of myself.
So my Canada Day was AMAZING...Dinner and fireworks with the most beautiful woman EVER!!! Yah it may have been a bit of a treck to get to the river....but it was totally worth it...for a moment I looked over and just could not get over the fact that this was real...It feels right to be with her....so we made it offical the other day....quite smitten and very happy...I look foward to this new phase in life and its going to be a ride thats for sure....anyways im hitting the sheets...chat soon
Farrah we miss you, love you...I know you are in great hands and im glad that you are not in pain...Its been hellish for you and thank you for sharing your story with us and for taking us on an amazing ride!
End of Vent!!
Lets see....im coming up on working for 6 months at the same job!! Im happy about it...Its the 1st job in a long time that I really love to do and I have kept! I never thought I would make it this far....but I did and im proud of myself.
So my Canada Day was AMAZING...Dinner and fireworks with the most beautiful woman EVER!!! Yah it may have been a bit of a treck to get to the river....but it was totally worth it...for a moment I looked over and just could not get over the fact that this was real...It feels right to be with her....so we made it offical the other day....quite smitten and very happy...I look foward to this new phase in life and its going to be a ride thats for sure....anyways im hitting the sheets...chat soon
Monday, June 29, 2009
Putting it all out there
I just met someone! Right away im getting these happy feelings that I haven't felt with someone in a long time...and the last night I want to do is be overbearing, smoothering, needy....etc etc. Im REALLY TRYING MY BEST TO CHILL THE HELL OUT....as you can tell its not quite working for me.
Saturday night was an amazing, i just melted into her and we intertwined with one another...seriously i cannot stop thinking about her...someone needs to bat me upside the head and tell me to relex....for the love of god before i screw this up and thats the last thing i want
Saturday night was an amazing, i just melted into her and we intertwined with one another...seriously i cannot stop thinking about her...someone needs to bat me upside the head and tell me to relex....for the love of god before i screw this up and thats the last thing i want
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Wow 2 Posts In One Week
...I know its weird!
For a long time I have been a big fan of Jon and Kate Plus 8...There kids are beautiful and It was nice to see 2 people be so hands on and all about there kids....and i thought at one point they really love each other....or so we all thought.
I know they have been going through some hard times...things were just not the same, at least they were still about the kids....and you know I'm glad that It is all about the kids...if it wern't all about the kids these 2 would not be in this situation right now. I wish Jon was a man a long time ago and told Kate how he felt instead of letting it blow up all over the place. I wish Kate could just relax and let Jon take the lead, I wish they would have both taken time out for themselves and reconnect as a couple...because husbands and wives need that time to themselves to grow as not only as a couple but as a family cause then the kids see that and know that everything is OK....There kids are not stupid and they know whats going on. Kate is right they are now a stat....marriage is hard work, they are still a young couple that still needed to work themselves out, but instead they decided to take the lazy way out and divorce. You might as well throw them vowes out the window because you 2 are hypocrites. Seriously Jon and Kate...we were pulling for you two to work out your problems and it would have been great....I would have rather hear you both say that tonight was the last show and you were getting Dr. Phil or Oprah or someone to help you out with your issues that you have.
Thanks guys for wussing out and letting your kids down!!
For a long time I have been a big fan of Jon and Kate Plus 8...There kids are beautiful and It was nice to see 2 people be so hands on and all about there kids....and i thought at one point they really love each other....or so we all thought.
I know they have been going through some hard times...things were just not the same, at least they were still about the kids....and you know I'm glad that It is all about the kids...if it wern't all about the kids these 2 would not be in this situation right now. I wish Jon was a man a long time ago and told Kate how he felt instead of letting it blow up all over the place. I wish Kate could just relax and let Jon take the lead, I wish they would have both taken time out for themselves and reconnect as a couple...because husbands and wives need that time to themselves to grow as not only as a couple but as a family cause then the kids see that and know that everything is OK....There kids are not stupid and they know whats going on. Kate is right they are now a stat....marriage is hard work, they are still a young couple that still needed to work themselves out, but instead they decided to take the lazy way out and divorce. You might as well throw them vowes out the window because you 2 are hypocrites. Seriously Jon and Kate...we were pulling for you two to work out your problems and it would have been great....I would have rather hear you both say that tonight was the last show and you were getting Dr. Phil or Oprah or someone to help you out with your issues that you have.
Thanks guys for wussing out and letting your kids down!!
Monday, June 22, 2009
What I Don't Like
You know what I don't like....
TRAMPY GIRLS!!!
I swear nothing says tramp when a girl doesn't dress right....I like my women classy not trashy! Girls these days have no respect for themselves what so ever. They think its ok to go out in public showing off half of there body...its poor taste and people just think your a whore...just thought I would put it out there. I also don't like the fact that there are women out there that walk around thinking they are sooooooooooooo fucking amazing....well your really not and you have bitch tattooed to your forehead...total turn off.
So I worked all weekend....Actually managed to get out on Saturday and have somewhat of a good night...I met this person on Wednesday...and seriously she is a SWEET, kind and gentle person with an amazing soul. She started pounding the questions to my friend when i got up to go to the bathroom....is she gay, single, married, widdowed etc etc etc. Right now im not looking for anyone to have a relationship with...its weird how to explain it but if you know me in person and want to know then ask...other then that I just won't get into detail.
Anyways good night!!!
TRAMPY GIRLS!!!
I swear nothing says tramp when a girl doesn't dress right....I like my women classy not trashy! Girls these days have no respect for themselves what so ever. They think its ok to go out in public showing off half of there body...its poor taste and people just think your a whore...just thought I would put it out there. I also don't like the fact that there are women out there that walk around thinking they are sooooooooooooo fucking amazing....well your really not and you have bitch tattooed to your forehead...total turn off.
So I worked all weekend....Actually managed to get out on Saturday and have somewhat of a good night...I met this person on Wednesday...and seriously she is a SWEET, kind and gentle person with an amazing soul. She started pounding the questions to my friend when i got up to go to the bathroom....is she gay, single, married, widdowed etc etc etc. Right now im not looking for anyone to have a relationship with...its weird how to explain it but if you know me in person and want to know then ask...other then that I just won't get into detail.
Anyways good night!!!
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Thats All
I love life!! I really do...I have a great family, amazing friends, a good job and I love the fact that I am starting to love me! I think in order to be in love with someone else you gotta love you...you know! I mean if someone comes along great...ill be ready. If not then oh well I have so much to be thankful for and I go on with life!
What makes me sad is when I see members of my family saying such negitive things towards themselves and others that I care about....I have this cousin...Shes on my facebook, her and her sister have had a pretty shitty childhood...Lets just say...what doesn't kill you makes you stronger! We all have a choice in life to make, we can either rise above it or it take us down....one of them decided to take the higher road....and the other one is just on a path of destruction...i just wish she would just get out of this funk!
Great weekend! Just want to thank Mandy for letting me go to the parade! So much fun! Saw people that I havent seen in a long time!
What makes me sad is when I see members of my family saying such negitive things towards themselves and others that I care about....I have this cousin...Shes on my facebook, her and her sister have had a pretty shitty childhood...Lets just say...what doesn't kill you makes you stronger! We all have a choice in life to make, we can either rise above it or it take us down....one of them decided to take the higher road....and the other one is just on a path of destruction...i just wish she would just get out of this funk!
Great weekend! Just want to thank Mandy for letting me go to the parade! So much fun! Saw people that I havent seen in a long time!
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